I’m standing over the precipice
Looking down into the endless abyss
A writhing mass claws at the corners of my mind
I’m beckoned down down at your insistence all the time
I remember every word that I ever spoke
I played them over in my head until my voice was broke
You say that you’re the same but you’ve forgotten my name
My life has spiralled downwards you’re the one who’s to blame
First I thought I’d worked you out I’d made up my mind
But your eyes betray the truth that they’ve been holding behind
You learned to pull my strings I just want to forget
About the person who filled my life with regret
You are my punishment, you are my sin
But I won’t repent for my hatred
I’m falling faster now, approaching the gates
Where my demons will decide my fate
My life passed through my hands like smoke
Carried by the winds that your voice provoked
I ask myself the question why did I try
When the months feel like the moments that are passing me by
No shame in admitting defeat
When I’m falling down towards the hands that will greet
Drag me under drown me alive
Save me from the feeling of living deprived
Forced to learn through doubt and fear
That the person who betrays me is the one who’s most near
I hope you’re happy with what you’ve done
The descent into madness has only just begun
Swallowed by darkness fighting to breathe
Hands around my throat no chance to leave
Feet feel bound in chains hands weighed down
Place me inside my box six feet underground
You are my punishment, you are my sin
But I won’t repent for my hatred